January 2010
28 posts
myself: i can't wait untill i have my own house, and get to decorate it for the first time.
Drey: and after you'll just sit and be like "ahhh, i'm finished"
myself: with a big cup of tea...
Drey: in front of a warm fire...
myself: crack open a good book...
Drey: crack open a beer...
myself: why are we friends again?
“you will hardly know who i am or what i mean,/but i shall be in good health to...”
– Walt Whitman, Song of Myself
(by the by, currently writing my Romanticism essay on this poem. its painful, to say the least.)
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the mouse trap.
recently, i saw a mouse in my room. the poor thing just ran across the floor innocently enough, but it freaked me out completely. so i tell my dad and he offers to put a mouse trap in my room. i wasn’t too keen on this idea because 1. i feel horribly for the little thing and 2. i don’t know what i would do if i woke up to see a dead mouse just sitting there on my bedroom floor....
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“If people were rain, I’d be drizzle and you’d be a hurricane…”
– Looking For Alaska by John Green
ohheyguesswhatyousuck.
i’m no longer worried, no longer concerned, no longer affected.
i’ve grown to realize it was all a mess from the beginning. i have seen that it isn’t worth the effort or the pain, and it never was.
i know i’m the better person. i know i’ll get further. and i know i’ll amount to so much more than you ever will.
i’ve started something new.
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i am such a different person than who i have been in the past. i have grown, and changed and matured to become this person who i am struggling to understand. even more, i am still changing. i am constantly becoming something new and searching to hold onto the part of me that stays. i want to be more than what i am at this moment, and always trying to be just that. i’m always under...
“How can we live without our lives? How will we know it’s us without our...”
– The Grapes of Wrath
in my perfect world i’d have my own library with a never ending supply of books, and i’d have the time to read every single one of them.
mylifeistwilight.com →
seriously? this is ri.dic.u.lous.
the great perhaps
i’ve been thinking a lot about my life after high school, and how much more important everything will be. to me, nothing really matters right now besides how i’m doing in school. the work i’m doing now is whats going to get me where i want to be in the future. it seems everything other than that just isn’t a necessity in my life at this moment.
but at the same time, i...
unrequited.
it’s a simple thing to want whats too far in front of you to grasp. better yet, it’s common to see everything you’ve ever wanted walk right past you without so much as a “hello.” and its a natural thing to be constantly reminded of the times you wish you could forget, but at the same time hold onto more than anything because it’s all you have left. you see,...
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this is my home. this is where i feel i truly belong in the entire world, the place i feel the most content and at ease. this is my escape, and the place where i long to be. anything can happen here; the opportunities are endless. this place is so magical it’s almost unreal.
take me back. take me back to where i can be happy. take me back to endless bliss and peace. take me back to the...
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Redundant.
going back to school and what i know so well after being gone for a while feels like i never left. everyone goes back into their same routines and picks up right where they left off.
it makes it hard to change what I’ve made my goal to change when everyone around me keeps doing what’s familiar. I want to get off this track and move past what I do every day. I want something new and exciting.
I...
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“when it comes to love you need not fall but rather surrender. surrender to the...”
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I Want uh Piece uh daaat
every where i look i see happy couples. and at one time seeing all these lovey-dovey kissykissy people made me sick, but now i find myself longing for what they have. i want to be happy like them, i want to be with someone who makes me feel like they do.
was i absent the day everyone found their soul mate?
i think more than anything, i want the sense of security that comes with calling...
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